Why? Let's just say I was coerced into going.
Even now, I don't want to go, but I have no choice. It's done and set, so I can't back out. Deep down I'm still angry for the way this happened, but I'm doing my best to not kick myself over stuff I can't change at this moment.
The only thing I can do is try to enjoy myself, and who knows I might. One thing's for sure, when I get back, I'm going to do what I want, when I want.
I'll see you soon. My apologies for not updating here as often as I ought to.