Tired

I'm tired
of all the lies
the fake smiles
the broken promises
and the false reassurances

I'm tired
of being ignored
being left behind
left alone
watching the others go by

I'm tired
of the annoying voices
the never ending complaints
the loud noises
and the unsolved arguments

I'm tired
of losing friends
losing love
missing people
missing faces

I'm tired
of waiting
wishing
hoping
tired of the disappointments

I'm tired of not being free
tired of being me