One

So it's one entry per month now for me, it seems. Writer's block, or just too lazy?

My friends, I have but one request: Pick one.


That nagging medical ailment I've been having is more or less over. I went to see a specialist for it, paid a large sum and got some meds. At first I wasn't entirely convinced he knew what was wrong with me, but at least he knew what I wasn't having. So I'm better now. And I've been working hard to keep myself in good shape, except jogging. I just am not that type of person. But I walk a lot, so that is better than nothing.


I was just mentioning about Adam Lambert last month, and he recently made headlines again, thanks to his over the top performance at the AMAs. This is when I looked at my sister, who's a big fan of his, and said "This is why Kris Allen is the American Idol winner."


The Twilight craze is back. New Moon has been all over the place, on TV, newspapers, magazines etc. I've read several reviews on the film, and it's mostly negative. This is probably because most of them can't fathom the insane devotion from the book's fans over Robert Pattinson's hair, or Taylor Lautner's muscles, or whether Kristen Stewart is dating Robert or not. But I am going to watch it soon anyway, no matter what.


That girl I keep talking about, but won't reveal her name....well I finally added her on Facebook. I found out a few things after that. One, she's married. Two, she has kids. But you know what? I can tell that she's happy, and now there's a big part of me that is finally able to let her go. I do want to see her again in person, just one more time. But at least now I can afford to not think of her so much anymore.


It'll be December in 2 days. And that means Christmas is coming. That also means it's time to go shopping. It's gonna be fun. Don't overdo it, and tell me what you got later:)

Sorry Adam Lambert fans.....

...but this is, in my opinion, the worst album cover I've ever seen. You can quote me.


Happy Halloween:)

What Do I Write?

Hmph. There's nothing worse than getting writer's block when it comes to having a blog. Look at this. I've been going a month with nothing to post here.

But like I said before, it's not because my life is that dull, it's just because I don't really know how to put my troubles down in here. Times have changed, people have changed, and these days I don't really know if anyone even wants to hear what I have to say anymore.

From the way things look now, my life might be taking a harder road to walk down. I can feel that it's about to get rougher from here on in. But I'm doing my best to keep my chin up, and I keep praying to Him to help me get through this.

It's Sunday and I had to go to the office to get some work done. And what are most people doing today? Coming back home from the long Eid holidays. Speaking of which, how did you guys spend your holidays? Had fun? Good, but don't tell me about it, I'll just die of envy if you do.

I guess if there's one thing I'm happy about, is not being sick right now. I had a terrible case of dysentery last week, and I'm sure glad I'm all right now. Strange thing is, I had the same problem around this time last year. Gotta watch what I eat nowadays.

Anyways, a new week and month begin, see you guys soon.

Restless

It has been one nerve wrecking week for me. None of you will even realize how anxious I was all week long. And it's not anxious in a good way.

The thing is, I have a health problem. At least I think so. As in maybe. It hasn't popped up in quite a while, and now suddenly it's back. And it had me worried. So, I'm gonna have to get myself checked out soon by a doctor. I'm hoping it's nothing and I'm getting all excited for no good reason. Just pray for me please. But I'm otherwise fine, so that's that.

And then came another reason to get excited. A good reason this time. The best way for me to put it is: I found her.


If you know me well, you might have an idea of what I'm talking about. It's not a big deal, and using the word 'found' is still inaccurate. I didn't really find her, but now at least I have something that I didn't have before. That's all I'll say about this for now.


I know I'm being really cryptic for this entry, but it's only because I don't want to think too much about the stuff that's going on in my life right now. I've been having trouble sleeping and it's making me tired at the office as a result. I can't afford that, ever. I'm probably just really stressed out, so I'm doing my best taking things one at a time.

Signing off for now. Adios.